'Out of time.

Doc, I'm dying. I'm feeling compromised

and so dehumanized. I lost my final fight to disease,

I feel that this is where it ends...

I need that shot to enter my vein, my Brompton Cocktail blend.

Because I can't feel my face.

I won't struggle on in a world so cold...

I'm a world so wrong.

I'm not running away, been fighting this so long.

Such a price that we pay, gotta be so strong... in a lie.

I'm tired, enduced euphoria to help me move along.

I wanna meet my maker in peace.

I want to feel alive again.

So put that smile back on my face and mix it strong my friend.

Because I can't feel my face.

I won't struggle on in a world so cold...

I'm a world so wrong.

I'm not running away, been fighting this so long.

Such a price that we pay, gotta be so strong.

And I take my life tonight cause' I have the right to die how I wanna...

and leave how I arrived, so alive.

I believe my sins have been forgiven.
And I believe my choice will save me from this life.

Please don't question why my sins have been forgotten.

I believe I'll find peace in afterlife.

Please don't question why I left this way.

Because I can't feel my face.

I won't struggle on in a world so cold...

I'm a world so wrong.

I'm not running away, been fighting this so long.

Such a price that we pay, gotta be so strong.

And I take my life tonight cause' I have the right to die how I wanna...

and leave how I arrived, so alive.

'We had fire in our eyes in the beginning.
I never felt so alive in the beginning.
You blame me, but it's not fair when you say that I didn't try.
I just don't want to hear it anymore.

I swear I never meant to let it die.
I just don't care about you anymore.
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try.
I just don't care about you anymore.

We had time on our side in the beginnigng.
We had nothing to hide in the beginning.
You blame me, but it's not fair when you say that I didn't try.
I just don't want to hear it anymore.

I swear I never meant to let it die.
I just don't care about you anymore.
It's not fair when you say that I didn't try.
I just don't care about you anymore.

You say that I didn't try
You say that I didn't try
You say that I didn't try...'

 

'Never feared for anything. Never shamed, but never free. 

A light that healed a broken heart with all that it could. 

Lived a life so endlessly. Saw beyond what others see. 

I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could.

Will you stay? Will you stay away forever? 

How do I live without the ones I love? 

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned. 

Place and time, always on my mind. 

I have so much to say, but you're so far away.
Plans of what our futures hold; foolish lies of growing old.

It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold. 

A final song, a last request, a perfect chapter laid to rest. 

Now and then, I try to find a place in my mind. 

Where you can stay... you can stay awake forever.

How do I live without the ones I love? 

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned. 

Place and time, always on my mind. 

I have so much to say, but you're so far away.

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid. 

The ones that we love are here with me... 

Lay away a place for me. 

Cause' as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way.

To live... eternally. 

How do I live without the ones I love? 

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned. 

Place and time, always on my mind. 

I have so much to say, but you're so far away.

I love you, you were ready.

The pain is strong and urges rise.

But I'll see you when it lets me. 

Your pain is gone, your hands untied. 

So far away.' 

'It's a good thing tears never show in the pouring rain. 

As if a good thing could ever make up the pain. 

There'll be no last chance to promise to never it up again.

Just a sweet pain of watching your back as you walk,

as I'm watching you walk away... 

And now you're gone it's like an echo in my head.

And I remember every word you said. 

It's a cruel thing you'll never know all the ways I tried.

It's a hard thing faking a smile when I feel like I'm falling apart inside.

And now you're gone it's like an echo in my head.

And I remember every word you said. 

And you never were and you never will be mine. 

No you were, never were and you never will be mine...

For the first time there is no mercy in your eyes.

And the cold winds hitting my face and you're hone. 

And you're walking away, away. 

And I'm helpless sometimes. 

Wishing's just no good, cause' you don't see me like I wish you would.

Cause' you never were and you never will be mine. 

No you never were and you never will be mine. 

There's a moment to seize every time we meet.

But you always keep passing me by. 

But you never were and you never will be mine. 

No you never were and you never will be mine...'